Wednesday, August 27, 2008

真的放下了

i've been waiting till this day- the after exams day.

only 1 week of holiday for me to re-charge before attachment commence.
other than public holidays, no other holidays are applicable to me. sad.

i'm attached to raffles quay for attachment.
if anyone happened to pop by raffles quay, you can come find me for lunch or dinner =)

i can predict there will be a big hole burned in my pocket.
lunch is super expensive unless e long walk to lao pau set.
why is my lunch area getting more and more expensive for each attachment? bleh.

meishan!
why you not working apac hours! =( sobsob.
if not you can accompany me for lunch.

seriously speaking, i'm abit afraid this time.
i'm worried that my supervisor won't like me.
i'm worried that my supervisor is meanie.
i'm worried for me.

last attachment was different. everyone's together. at least we can look out for each other.
maybe i worry too much.

like what daryl says; new environment. new learning place. good experience. just do your part and that shouldn't be a problem.

*

suddenly, feel like typing in chinese.

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终于,考完试了。(我还是敖过了这一个礼拜。)
终于,放假了。
终于,在未来的6个月也不用再考试了。

好担心也好害怕investment paper 会fail. (我很不想迟一年毕业哦。)
好担心这一次会考不好。

如果真是这样,终觉得好对不起爸妈哦。
浪费了他们的钱。
辜负了他们对我的期望。

前一阵子还每天三根半夜才到家,不到林晨5-6点还真不会回到家。
想想,真得很不像话。

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回忆

它真的好奇妙。
越想忘了它,但偏偏说什么也忘不掉, 忘不了。
妈妈说,居然忘不了就不要忘。
因为它将会成为你就好的回忆。
让它陪你一起成长。

但我觉得时间会慢慢地冲淡一却。
我会忘记。我想他也吧。

但是,我不否定它真的好棒。
就好像做了个好梦。
让人失去原有的原则。

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来得太突然
说来就来,让人一点准备也没有。

去的比闪电还快
一声不响就走了。

若不是这样,也许就不会哪么难过。
我一直以为我们是有话不说的好朋友。(是有话不说还是无话不说?忘了)
但令方好像不是那么想,才会演变成今天这种局面。
就终成为了一位擦肩而过的陌生人罢了。

但,我还是会把你当成朋友看待。
我会感谢上帝让我遇见你,也会感谢你给予这段短占的快乐。
我想这是我想逃也逃不掉,打死都必定要遇到你,让我成长。
让我看清人丑陋的一面。

再见了,这位擦肩而过的陌生人。=))

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