i have decided that i will never ever waste my time on blogging when i'm unhappy or angry =D


to mark a start, i have millions and billions of thank you to say to 4 people and a group in my life.



first of all...

PENNY QUEK ZI NING!
thank you for being my best buddy for like almost 5 years.
i know that you must have been pretty much immune to my temper and nonsense.
haha!

i really appreciate the time we spent together and you being there for me when i'm at my lowest or sharing my joys with me.

oh ya! and the nightmare that i give you when i was with han wei. wahaha! i bet you felt so like =.="(dah)

last but not least, thank you for always reminding me that i am still an achiever and not an under-achiever.

we are alike in someway.
maybe we do unknowingly influence each other in some ways.
but i felt that i'm beginning to lose myself since after secondary school days.
i being to not understand myself.

but it was you who make me realised who i really am each and every time i fall.
it's like each time when i fall, you pushed me even further, so that i fall even harder and then with your helping hand, give me the strength to balance myself better and stand even stronger.


indeed, it’s easy to make new friends. but hard to find friends that are able to relate so closely to you.


exams are coming....
and you know i'll always freak out during this period.
it’s like i have the before exams personality; i'll become really quiet, moody, sian and shut myself from the outside world (which is currently what i'm feeling now)
and after exams personality; i'll be super-hyper and noisy. waha!


anyway, thank you for listening to me keep saying that i'm the most blissful person in the world
(you know what i'm talking about right? haha!)

i can tell you now so ever confidently...


don't worry, it's not going to happen =)



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CHEN YI TENG!
though i don't know you well.
but somehow i felt that we have known each other like years.

and i really mean it.
i really appreciate it when you are there to listen and console me when i had a quarrel with kenny.
come to think about it, i don't know what i'm angry about too.
to come to the bottom of it, it's all but just a small matter.

i guess in years to come i find it just a joke and have a good laugh over it.

oh ya! really appreciates with you being willing to share your troubles with me.
i hope you do feel better after having sorted it out.


last but not least, we still have not go shopping together yet! =(


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FOO ZHEN YU MARCUS!
you're like the first person i know in my life that has the same surname as me!
mr foo!
i guess our surname is just too special =D
maybe a thousand years back we really were one family.


and probably that's the reasons why i could relate to you so easily.
you're just like my little brother that's why i always like to disturb you.
but of course, i mean no harm.


anyways, thanks for your advice!
jia you for the competition tmr! =D


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DONN CHIEW

you remind me so much like my elder brother; someone whom i'm comfortable with and like to be around but i can only see him like once every year now. sadded.

both of your actions,
both of your facial expressions,
the way both of you talks,
the late nights,
the crazy driving,
the way both of you plays mahjong,
the soccer madness, resembles so much like him.

that sometimes i can't help but to mistook you as him; an elder brother.
waha! which is why i can and am always like a spoiled kid when with you.


the only difference is that my elder brother always left me behind.

yeap!

but anyways...
thank for showing me where all the good foods are hidden.
thanks sending me home everytime. i know petrol is expensive now!
thanks for reminding me that its time for me to learn to be independent.
thanks for helping me in some of my projects.

oh ya!
so sorry for always being so sian.
cause i'm tired and my mind's always seems to be pre-occupied with exams nowadays.

when i'm tired, i will have headache and my head will start spinning, then i can't think when i talk.
so in case i'll start talking rubbish, i'll keep my mouth shut =X


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F7
i do appreciate the time when we spent together.
laugh out hearts out like nobody business.
acting the mentos commercials.
having fun.
no exams. no stress. only holidays and happiness.
i guess only when i with you guys am i able to be myself.
the true me.
no need to watch my attitude. to check my temper.
just being comfortably me.


i do feel contented and in love with my life now =)
maybe not for the exams part.

Labels: thanks folks

Thursday, July 10, 2008

seriously

i'm

confused