yesterday, a relapse of sore throat.
only the start of 2008 and i'm down with sore throat thrice.
so i am expecting good luck to be coming after that.

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so random but...
new year is just round the corner, in less than 2 weeks, and i have only bought 1 set of clothes for new year.
just not in the new year mood this year.
imagine having exams straight after new year.
it's a torture.

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one thing that made me happy though.
i am not beating the drum for the coming competition.
i don't think i'm up to it.
the lack of practice just makes me feel so unsecured and not at all confident.

i can never understand last minute work/practice.
same as i never like people messing my schedule.

time=money.
i don't waste money, so i don't waste my time (okay, maybe sometimes i do idle my time away =X ).

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i don't like to lead and neither do i like others to lead me.
i like doing things according to my wishes, no restriction. nothing.

another random-ness.

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attachment...

from 25th Feb all the way to 12th April.

to citibank at millenia tower.
i had no idea where on earth this place is and neither had i heard of it.
and its so shitty i have got to work on sat too.
i think i will suffocate just by entering into the building.


not that i don't like having attachment at citibank, okay maybe a little.

but just...

you know? okay, you don't know what i mean and that's good.

i'm lazy to explain myself now.

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have you ever wondered about the philosophy of life?
wonder about why the personality of each human differ?
and why so?

wonder why some people are:
-such a bitch?
-a bitch calling others bitch?
-a betrayer?
-a betrayer calling others betrayer?
-a hypocrite?
-a hypocrite calling others hypocrite?

OR

-so kind by nature?
-so gentle?
-so well-mannered?

and even so...

someone who is very pretty or good looking, but have a ugly inners (heart).
why is it so?

OR

someone who is pretty or good looking, but have a golden heart.
and why?


i think God made each and everyone of us special.
He made the good guys and the bad guys to give a balance to the world.
i do think He is fair.

(i sound so christian-ish. that what my primary school had taught me.)


can't blame me who is indulge in christian values for 6 years.
i remb we used to have morning chapel everyday, sing songs, prayers, memorising verses etc etc.
and even had, once a week, 2 periods called christian value.
i always love these 2 periods cause its akin to story-telling.
so i will always listen to it attentively.




so what's your philosophy of life?

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nothing but random-ness

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