おはよう！おげんきですか。
(ohayou! ogenkidesuka?)
わたしわげんきです。
(watashiwa genkidesu.)



is happy today.
cause i know what i want in life now.
although i took a little longer to really understand what i really want, better than those who had not realise it for their lifetime.
thus, all is not lost.
i'll walk towards my dream. i'll know i'll succeed.


yeayea! finally i hit the 100th post.
took me quite some time.
anyway, learning Japanese makes me feel happy.
the only think that keeps me happy now.
so random.

*

i was looking at the all the old photos.
much memory were brought back.
i know i mention before in the previous entry, but i still want to say...

i miss secondary school days. (ALOT)











<--- 4e2 class photo. erm, i think we all look better now =X












see all our happy faces?
i remb this was taken during graduation day.










and i notice something...

zhijuan and hermione is always beside me for every photos that were taken during graduation day =)











and finally, prom night!
hermione is still beside me =X
i remb alot of ppl used to say hermione and i look alike.


see, we were once such a happy, innocent, simple-minded kids.
no motive for being friends, so true to one another.
happy and contented.


during school days;

-joy and i would gossip about everything.
-play with that 照妖镜 with joy, zhi hao and joseph.
-laugh at zhijuan's and kenneth's bickering.
-make fun of reuben. (hope i spelled his name correctly)
-guess what colour rubber band will zhijuan used today.
-'fight' with jody with almost everything.
-ask rodney to stop littering his "wanton" on my table.
-ask yixun all sort of math questions.
-being scolded by ms widya and ms wong.
-listening to mr alan wong's curses.
-making mdm pee hopping mad.
-having teachers worrying for our o's.
-fretting when exams are near.

all these momeries just make me smile.



but now...
nothing seems as fun as secondary school days.
poly life aren't as great as i imagine.
cause things changes.
people are more conscious. they look out for themselves.
there's nothing wrong to be selfish. but something wrong to be overly selfish.


one thing that remains so ever true.
the only thing that don't change for centuries are 'changes'.
changes live forever.


blahblahblah, i can't live in the past anymore.
memories remind me that i once set my footprints there.
with those memories, its enough to keep me move forward.
so from now on, i will work my way towards the future.
i'll walk towards my goals.
i won't turn around to take a look anymore neither will i slow down.
those who can't catch up will be left behind.
that's reality.














suddenly feel like going overseas.
away from all torubles.
away from people like her.
this is so sickening.

there's 2 person;A and B.
A and B are so called good friends.
A let B know everthing, all good stuffs A will share with B.
but according to B's testimonial; "A been doing something evilish behind B.
somehow B becomes aware."
B tells C. but should C really believe B? is it what B had claim it to be? is B telling the truth?

or is it just a plot of A and B, since they are so scheming?
if i am C, i would not trust both A and B.
i'll keep my cool. listen and forget.

"i'll never will trust anyone anmore, maybe to some it will be an exception."
ignornace is sometimes a bliss.

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