おはよう！おげんきですか。
(ohayou! ogenkidesuka?)
わたしわげんきです。
(watashiwa genkidesu.)



is happy today.
cause i know what i want in life now.
although i took a little longer to really understand what i really want, better than those who had not realise it for their lifetime.
thus, all is not lost.
i'll walk towards my dream. i'll know i'll succeed.


yeayea! finally i hit the 100th post.
took me quite some time.
anyway, learning Japanese makes me feel happy.
the only think that keeps me happy now.
so random.

*

i was looking at the all the old photos.
much memory were brought back.
i know i mention before in the previous entry, but i still want to say...

i miss secondary school days. (ALOT)











<--- 4e2 class photo. erm, i think we all look better now =X












see all our happy faces?
i remb this was taken during graduation day.










and i notice something...

zhijuan and hermione is always beside me for every photos that were taken during graduation day =)











and finally, prom night!
hermione is still beside me =X
i remb alot of ppl used to say hermione and i look alike.


see, we were once such a happy, innocent, simple-minded kids.
no motive for being friends, so true to one another.
happy and contented.


during school days;

-joy and i would gossip about everything.
-play with that 照妖镜 with joy, zhi hao and joseph.
-laugh at zhijuan's and kenneth's bickering.
-make fun of reuben. (hope i spelled his name correctly)
-guess what colour rubber band will zhijuan used today.
-'fight' with jody with almost everything.
-ask rodney to stop littering his "wanton" on my table.
-ask yixun all sort of math questions.
-being scolded by ms widya and ms wong.
-listening to mr alan wong's curses.
-making mdm pee hopping mad.
-having teachers worrying for our o's.
-fretting when exams are near.

all these momeries just make me smile.



but now...
nothing seems as fun as secondary school days.
poly life aren't as great as i imagine.
cause things changes.
people are more conscious. they look out for themselves.
there's nothing wrong to be selfish. but something wrong to be overly selfish.


one thing that remains so ever true.
the only thing that don't change for centuries are 'changes'.
changes live forever.


blahblahblah, i can't live in the past anymore.
memories remind me that i once set my footprints there.
with those memories, its enough to keep me move forward.
so from now on, i will work my way towards the future.
i'll walk towards my goals.
i won't turn around to take a look anymore neither will i slow down.
those who can't catch up will be left behind.
that's reality.














suddenly feel like going overseas.
away from all torubles.
away from people like her.
this is so sickening.

there's 2 person;A and B.
A and B are so called good friends.
A let B know everthing, all good stuffs A will share with B.
but according to B's testimonial; "A been doing something evilish behind B.
somehow B becomes aware."
B tells C. but should C really believe B? is it what B had claim it to be? is B telling the truth?

or is it just a plot of A and B, since they are so scheming?
if i am C, i would not trust both A and B.
i'll keep my cool. listen and forget.

"i'll never will trust anyone anmore, maybe to some it will be an exception."
ignornace is sometimes a bliss.

Labels: messy messy messy.

Monday, November 05, 2007

华语

不知道这么搞的
突然好想用华语来写这篇文章

也许心情不是很好吧
也可能是那一丝的怀念吧
究竟是什么我也說不上来
终觉得好累 没心情


我想了很多......



我的未来 我应该要怎么走


我舐呼好像对banking and finincial services 没什么兴趣
也许是累了
人心茫茫 明争暗斗 小人 就是这些人吧使我突然觉得好累好累

可是回头想想
都已经过了大概两年了 想后悔也来不及了
况且为了小人而赶到累 真的很不值得
我不想浪费我的时间 我爸妈的金钱
跟不该想这些有的没的
我会努力的 无论我是多么的没兴趣 我都不会放弃
因為我不想对不起自己



现在的我再也不是以前的那位淇婷了
人往往都在环境的逼惑下而不知不觉地变了
我也一样




只想说

《 有時候知道太多 好像不見得是件好事
總是有人藏不住那個心機
我只是萬萬沒想到 我这么快就领会到人心茫茫 人不可貌相 这两句成语
才不會傻到去這麼輕易的相信一個人

只是計較的事情讓我跌破眼鏡
心裡一萬個無奈也無法釋懐
我開始相信人性本惡
真是可自笑
原本我深信人性本善
但我看到盡是那些處心積慮的人 讓我心裡害怕
價值觀扭曲的是你們 現實讓你們每可人面目可憎象由心生 》
真可悲


the brackets are what i have read from 炎亞綸's blog.
these sentences reflect of what i wanted to express so much.
so i copy and paste part of it here, but much of it is being edited by me.
so if u want to read what's going on on his blog, u should go over to his blog and take a look.

oh and, if u manage to read till here, thanks for reading.
cause i know not many would be interested in reading chinese.

Labels: 我的心情是呼没那么沉重了。