Wednesday, October 31, 2007

just so randomly

waha! i almost lost my patience on logging in to blogger!
stupid blogger!
don't allow me to log in!
keep showing me code error?!
wasted so much of my time!
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been neglecting my blog for so long.
i intended to blog a long entry today. but lost the mood of blogging.
try logging in almost 10 times and you know how i feel.
is unhappy.

anyway, i hasn't been enjoying my days lately.
either i have to endure those sudden stomach pain or ** **********(****-** *******).
guess * yourself.

3 weeks since school started.
3 weeks seems like 3 months.
i dislike school. i miss seconday school badly. (contradicting i know)

i hate liars.
i hate fakers.
i hate pretenders.
i hate people who are so scheming.
i hate backstabbers.
i hate betrayers.
same as you who hated these person too.
but little did you know you are being one yourself too.

i so wanted to name you out.
but what's the point. quarrel is a hassle.
10 years down the road, i don't want to look back and laugh at how SILLY i was when i was 18.
just like how SILLY i think your actions are.

your perfect-ness comes to an end.
people see through you.
maybe all this is fated.
i don't know, i can't be bothered is i all i want to say.

give me a break. i'm tired.
HA! school had barely started and i'm tired.
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humans are complicated species we never will understand.
that's why orginsational beheaviour etc. exist.


imagine the agony of taking every hit face on. how long can you last standing?
imagine the agony of pretending everything is fine when it's not. how long will it last?
imagine the agony of being so unhappy, so upset, so pissed-off but still you decided to sallow it down. how long more to endure?
imagine the agony of being so indulgent all the time when actually you don't want to be. when will this stop?

its just so frustrating.


i don't think anyone will get what i am blogging about.
maybe penny understand part of it.

p.s. penny, just don't say out okay?

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