waha! i almost lost my patience on logging in to blogger!
stupid blogger!
don't allow me to log in!
keep showing me code error?!
wasted so much of my time!
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been neglecting my blog for so long.
i intended to blog a long entry today. but lost the mood of blogging.
try logging in almost 10 times and you know how i feel.
is unhappy.

anyway, i hasn't been enjoying my days lately.
either i have to endure those sudden stomach pain or ** **********(****-** *******).
guess * yourself.

3 weeks since school started.
3 weeks seems like 3 months.
i dislike school. i miss seconday school badly. (contradicting i know)

i hate liars.
i hate fakers.
i hate pretenders.
i hate people who are so scheming.
i hate backstabbers.
i hate betrayers.
same as you who hated these person too.
but little did you know you are being one yourself too.

i so wanted to name you out.
but what's the point. quarrel is a hassle.
10 years down the road, i don't want to look back and laugh at how SILLY i was when i was 18.
just like how SILLY i think your actions are.

your perfect-ness comes to an end.
people see through you.
maybe all this is fated.
i don't know, i can't be bothered is i all i want to say.

give me a break. i'm tired.
HA! school had barely started and i'm tired.
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humans are complicated species we never will understand.
that's why orginsational beheaviour etc. exist.


imagine the agony of taking every hit face on. how long can you last standing?
imagine the agony of pretending everything is fine when it's not. how long will it last?
imagine the agony of being so unhappy, so upset, so pissed-off but still you decided to sallow it down. how long more to endure?
imagine the agony of being so indulgent all the time when actually you don't want to be. when will this stop?

its just so frustrating.


i don't think anyone will get what i am blogging about.
maybe penny understand part of it.

p.s. penny, just don't say out okay?

Labels: my thoughts are so mixed up.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

update update

my sis birthday cake.
here, i wish my sis a happy belated birthday.
was feeling kind of bad for not celebrating your birthday with you.
partly was also because i miss eating good food =X hehehe!
i'm such a fatty girl. arghhh!


this year my sis's birthday cake was very special.











is like this....

like cupcake like that, only it taste nicer. but the bad thing is there are no candles.
when i reached home, these are the leftover cakes.

i ate 3 of these when i reached home. and the next morning ate 1 and at noon i ate another 3.
left one for my sis. since she's the birthday girl =X
okay i know i'm so bad. but is really nice lo and i was at home the whole day, watching tv while eating. so bu zhi bu que i eat 3.



holidays are coming to an end.
boo to school re-opening.

have been wasting my holidays.
currently, my holiday's daily routine is wake up eat watch tv sleep training.
sounds real broing right, and i'm wasting my time away and turing into a fatty.
oh, i really need to treasure time. time is precious.



slacking away at home is sian.
but...





back to school days are even more sian.


i've discovered that my money have legs. they seems to disappear.
and and and! i haven return the 50 bucks i borrowed from my bro!
this shows how broke i am. arghh!!
i decided to go on a tight budget.
i seriously need to save some money.


~save money for rainy days~
this is call wei yu chou mo.


seriously i have no idea where and on what stuff have i spent my money on.
reminder: "i cannot anyhow spend anymore money on unnecessary stuff." *10000000000 times.



some random photos...

i was so full so bloated after eating this.

i remb i spent almost $10 on playing house of dead. 4 girls screaming their head away. luckily there aren't many people.


just nice, my mummy came home.
time to eat supper =))
already said, this holiday am being such a piggy. its no wonder i become a fatty girl.
weighing machine doesn't tell lies.

Labels: once again, to my sis: happy belated birthday.