lately, i've been watching shows after shows.
i've completed watching corner with love and why why love.

currently, am watching 樱野3加1 and romantic princess.
but.....

樱野3加1, romantic princess haven even finished airing in taiwan. worst still, vcds haven come out too. is sian.


after watching so many 偶像剧 i've came to realised something.

1st happy ending is a must.
2nd there must be an existence of a bad character.
3rd the guy is super rich but the girl is super poor or vice vers.
4th the story plot is always about romance.
5th some 偶像剧 have lousy storyline but at the very least the main plot is there; romance.
6th some 偶像剧 have no storyline. no storyline=lousy show. but many still like watching it. cause their romance is sweet, so its enough to cover the 'no storyline' fault.


okay, am talking rubbish.
these reasons are so obvious. even a 3 years old kid can tell.
so so so, these are not the reasons that i've came to realised.

i shall not say what i've realised if not these is going to be a super long entry.



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you came into my dream last night.
frighten/ afraid/ scared, was what i've felt the first thing i woke up from this dream.
joy in the incense's ash was all he/she said.
does it equates that all these years you've been happy?
your parents miss you alot. so does your brother.
actually we all miss you. but the heartache we felt just can't compare to that of your family.
we aren't dare to mention your name since you passed away. even if we does, we don't dare to mention it in front of your parents.
as time pass by, we all know it well in our heart, but shall not dare not and cannot speak.
its been 6 years. but the pain and the bitterness in all of us, especially your parents seems like only yesterday.
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