An apple a day keeps the doctor away

Sunday, July 08, 2007

me; again

it seems so long ago that i've been feeling happy that i thought i'm suffering from depression.
so so scary!

i've heard monday have got additional training.
training becomes monday, wednesday and thursday.
3 times a week.
i won't be going anyway.
have to study for ecd exam, which is just this thursday!

i can't handle all the work anymore.

i suddenly feel like quitting the course.
but then the thought of starting from the scratch scares me.
the thought of what else am i going to study if i quit scares me too. cause i don't have an answer.

and just now while eating dinner, i break down.
i dunno what's happening to me too.
my mom got a shock.
but i feel a whole lot better after crying in my mommy's comfort.
its a long time since my mommy give me a hug.

i need more time.

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