2 week break doesn't even seems like holidaying at all.


been going back school the past few days.
stuck with IEF project. it seems like we are forever stuck with IEF.

discussing the topic on Central Asia.
bel and i were analysing what we have read and it makes me feel that we have got the making to be economists. LOL!

NP is busy with the on-going graduation ceremony.
and i was busy thinking when can i graduate from NP?

ya, in 1 and a half year time.
but it seems like forever.
aiya, just 1 and a half year left to get over with and get a diploma.

a paper qualification is all it takes to secure a minimal survive in this world.

after graduation, a crossroad to choose. work? or university?
suddenly, university appears too distant from me.
work on the other hand seems too harsh for me to handle.
the adult world is complicated.
esp in the business world; too cruel, too much hypocritism.

how i wish i was born rich, really super rich.
then all these problems will appear to be peanuts.



i am sick.
i hate being sick.
my medical bill always cause a bomb when i am sick and i feel the guilt when my parents pay for my medical fees.

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