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Friday, April 13, 2007

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a million and a zillion of screw you.

i'm feeling so sick to the stomach.
i'm feeling feverish, having sore throat and flu.
i can't seem to eat anything at all.
i just feeling like sleeping but here i am blogging, i thought i'm going to explode from anger if i don't find somewhere to fa xie.

damn, i can't get any peaceful sleep.
the moment i switch on my phone, it seems to be ringing non-stop.
and i didn't pick up leon's call nor did i reply his message.
i don't know why, but seems like he is the last person on earth, at the moment, that i don't wish to see his call his message and he himself.

joy told me he was pissed and i don't see the reason why except maybe because that everyone was late or did i not pick up his call and reply his message?
other than these, what right had he to be more pissed than i am?

i said before in my previous post.
none respond to my endless emails and sms. did i blow my top straight at that particular moment?
no i didn't. instead all these small trivial issues are accumulated through weeks and finally i become to be pissed and frustrated over it.

you ask me to send emails to inform everyone to give their passport size photos to you and i didn't do it.
because i know they will read and dump it into the trash and forget about it.
so i wait and tell them online the day before we meet for the dry run.

and what about YOU?
I BLOODY DAMN ASKED YOU TO SEND A SOFTCOPY OF THEIR PHOTOS TO ME ASAP CAUSE THE SCHOOL NEEDS IT.

BUT DID YOU?
NO, YOU DIDN'T.
DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU FORGET. FORGET IS NOT A GOOD ENOUGH REASON AND I AM SO FARKING TIRED TO HEAR THIS WORD "FORGET".

MAYBE YOU NEED TIME.

BUT JUST SCANING IN THE PHOTOS WILL TAKE A DAMN GOOD 3 DAYS AND TILL NOW I HAD NOT EVEN RECEIVE IT.

AND GOOD I FARKING DAMN MISSED THE DATELINE BY DON'T KNOW HOW MANY CENTURIES.

AND DID I FLARE IT UP AND CONFRONT YOU?
AGAIN, NO I DIDN'T. I SIMPLY WAIT.

I WASN'T FEELING GOOD AT ALL TODAY.
AND YOU EXPECTED ME TO GO CLEAR THE STOREROOM IZZIT?!
YOU WANT TO ME RISK MY LIFE FOR LION DANCE?
IF I FAINTED WHILE SHIFTING THE THINGS, YOU WILL PAY FOR MY MEDICAL BILLS IZZIT?

ITS NOT LIKE I'M BEING AN IRRESPONSIBLE KID, DIDN'T INFORM ANYONE.
I TOLD JOY ALREADY OKAY?!

money issue.
1k was taken from the lion dance fund and i was not even told about it.
50 bucks was taken before that and i can close one eye that i wasn't told, since it was a small amount.

now it’s 1K that we are talking about.
i thought we had already stated in the rule that any amount taken should inform either me or leon?
maybe you guys already inform leon. that i not too sure. so forget it.

all in all i am so sick of everything.

ONE SENTENCE FOR YOU, ASSHOLE.
IF YOU LIKE TO BOSS ME AROUND SO MUCH, I HAND OVER MY POSITION TO YOU.
I DON'T CARE FOR THIS DAMN PRESIDENT POST.

Labels: FARK YOU

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