Monday, April 23, 2007
ubin
apart from the pain at my back-side, i had a fun time at ubin.
never know ubin was such a fun and adventurous place to be in.
it makes me think that sometimes being away from the fast pace life that we led is not a bad idea.
going ubin was to celebrate hongfang and joy's birthday.
one year older already. like that present that we got for you guys?
anyway, we cycled for 2 and a half hour.
cycle till my backside pain and i think by tml, when i wake up, i will see muscles developing at my legs.
some photos:

on our way to ubin. see... so many of us. all hair messy.

our destination for the day. 2 couples in front. =))

we were hot and sweaty and tired and resting our butts, so we thought of having a rest and bought drinks from this temple.

me and sam. sam don't know how to ride bicycle =((
but she knows how to ride by herself in the end =)) congrats.

while they were still resting, sam and i was trying to balance the bicycle.
wasn't easy okay. took a long time and i was sweating all over. but we manage in the end =D

all preparing to take off again.
while waiting for the guys, we became bo liao and took photos of ourselves:

Hong fang and linda took off with the 2 sitter bicycle. they claim they have the mo qi. so without difficulty, they rode off.
but you have got to admit they do have the mo qi.
me and joy and rod and juan also have.
hahaha.
and
this

is the place where we rest and had another round of drinks; coconut this time, before we went back to the port. cute huh?
the place so like malaysia can. many houseflies too.
we were almost lost from finding our way back, but we didn't.
all sort of funny things happened.
overall...
was
fun, sweaty, adventurous and tired.
Labels: wohoo.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
?!
2 words...
everything sux.
~when will things turn out fine again?
Labels: soon =)) i know it will be.
Friday, April 13, 2007
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a million and a zillion of screw you.
i'm feeling so sick to the stomach.
i'm feeling feverish, having sore throat and flu.
i can't seem to eat anything at all.
i just feeling like sleeping but here i am blogging, i thought i'm going to explode from anger if i don't find somewhere to fa xie.
damn, i can't get any peaceful sleep.
the moment i switch on my phone, it seems to be ringing non-stop.
and i didn't pick up leon's call nor did i reply his message.
i don't know why, but seems like he is the last person on earth, at the moment, that i don't wish to see his call his message and he himself.
joy told me he was pissed and i don't see the reason why except maybe because that everyone was late or did i not pick up his call and reply his message?
other than these, what right had he to be more pissed than i am?
i said before in my previous post.
none respond to my endless emails and sms. did i blow my top straight at that particular moment?
no i didn't. instead all these small trivial issues are accumulated through weeks and finally i become to be pissed and frustrated over it.
you ask me to send emails to inform everyone to give their passport size photos to you and i didn't do it.
because i know they will read and dump it into the trash and forget about it.
so i wait and tell them online the day before we meet for the dry run.
and what about YOU?
I BLOODY DAMN ASKED YOU TO SEND A SOFTCOPY OF THEIR PHOTOS TO ME ASAP CAUSE THE SCHOOL NEEDS IT.
BUT DID YOU?
NO, YOU DIDN'T.
DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU FORGET. FORGET IS NOT A GOOD ENOUGH REASON AND I AM SO FARKING TIRED TO HEAR THIS WORD "FORGET".
MAYBE YOU NEED TIME.
BUT JUST SCANING IN THE PHOTOS WILL TAKE A DAMN GOOD 3 DAYS AND TILL NOW I HAD NOT EVEN RECEIVE IT.
AND GOOD I FARKING DAMN MISSED THE DATELINE BY DON'T KNOW HOW MANY CENTURIES.
AND DID I FLARE IT UP AND CONFRONT YOU?
AGAIN, NO I DIDN'T. I SIMPLY WAIT.
I WASN'T FEELING GOOD AT ALL TODAY.
AND YOU EXPECTED ME TO GO CLEAR THE STOREROOM IZZIT?!
YOU WANT TO ME RISK MY LIFE FOR LION DANCE?
IF I FAINTED WHILE SHIFTING THE THINGS, YOU WILL PAY FOR MY MEDICAL BILLS IZZIT?
ITS NOT LIKE I'M BEING AN IRRESPONSIBLE KID, DIDN'T INFORM ANYONE.
I TOLD JOY ALREADY OKAY?!
money issue.
1k was taken from the lion dance fund and i was not even told about it.
50 bucks was taken before that and i can close one eye that i wasn't told, since it was a small amount.
now it’s 1K that we are talking about.
i thought we had already stated in the rule that any amount taken should inform either me or leon?
maybe you guys already inform leon. that i not too sure. so forget it.
all in all i am so sick of everything.
ONE SENTENCE FOR YOU, ASSHOLE.
IF YOU LIKE TO BOSS ME AROUND SO MUCH, I HAND OVER MY POSITION TO YOU.
I DON'T CARE FOR THIS DAMN PRESIDENT POST.Labels: FARK YOU
Monday, April 09, 2007
haircut.
i cut my hair real short.
but i'm happy with it=))
here...


up-close.

tzeting say cheezzze.
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my mood seems to be like a merry-go-round ride.
one second feeling happy and the next second pissed off by some nonsensical things.
maybe i didn't get enough sleep. i can't get to sleep last night, till 6plus in the morning and the reason was that i slept too much in the afternoon.
i am so frustrated over lion dance stuffs.
sure, there isn't much for me to be troubled about.
in fact, a very much relaxing job. since there is the help from the rest.
but i just don't understand why, ever since don't know when that i come across these 2 words, i become moody.
whywhywhy?
a thousands of whys in my mind.
maybe i'm sick of the things inside.
maybe i'm sick of getting numerous phone calls from the school.
maybe i'm sick of hearing commands, questionings, pressing issues coming from either the president of wushu, lawrence or kenny.
maybe i'm sick of sending what seems like thousands and thousands of stupid emails and god knows what if the emails i send is being read, or just treated as one of those millions junk mails which will be deleted over 20 days or so.
maybe i'm sick of sending sms stating the current events and bloody hell wasted my 28 msg just to make sure that everyone will read and get the message.
i don't demand for a simple acknowledgement of the sms being sent.
for i know, given myself, i won't too.
for that i understand. simply because i know silence means consent and people will make an effort to be present for whatever shitty performances or rehearsal.
but...
given the case where you already know ages ago that you won't be able to make it due to some reason, should you take the initiative to KINDLY RESPOND to my sms the minute you received the message?
maybe due to the fact of working or whatever that cause you couldn't touch your phone, which you can't reply immediately.
i understand and i don't mind. REALLY. as long as you replied with your long due reasons for not coming.
but i don't see the reason why, how come, it take ages, like 2 days, to reply?
do you think i am so freaking free to entertain this?
either reply stating that you will be coming or you will not be coming or don't bother to even reply.
next. cca fiesta.
cca fiesta is approaching and i have not even draft up the time slot to see who will be taking over what shift.
why is this so?
cause i don't have everyone's timetable and i remembered sending out email requesting for all's timetable. i guess my email is being treated as junk mail. maybe you guys think i'm spamming your a/c with my endless emails.
i'm doing this so that the cca fiesta won't eat into our lesson time. being absent for the 1st lesson isn't nice right.
or is it that i'm the only one who thinks so?
or that there is this stupid excuse letter so that it allows us all to pon all 3 days lessons?
even so, have it ever occurred that since there's excuse letter why should i still ask for timetables? easy, cause the cca booth is so small that it can't fit all the 12 of us in it.
that's not all; we have to SHARE the booth with WUSHU. we don't dominate the whole booth. hence even more no space to squeeze in all the 12 of us.
forget it. forget about these whole pointless issues.
what the hell should i still be bothering when none cared, none responded.
what more worst is that i still have to plastered a smile on my face each time, be nice and sound polite on each email being send, after all the rubbish i've been through.
you might think what the hell is tzeting kicking up a fuss over such small trival issues. what the hell is her problem.
put yourself in her shoe and you will understand how frustrating it is.
now i know how lawrence felt then.
~big sign... feel so much better now that i thrash it all out.
Labels: so feel like giving up.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
birkenstock
i have been eyeing this for some time and finally decided to buy it.

don't tell me its ugly...
cause i like it ALOT and i had a hard time choosing the size.
my foot is long but skinny. hence if i take a size smaller, the length won't fit so nicely but the width will close in nicely with my foot.
but if i got the right size for the length, then there will be quite some space, thus will be loose.
in the end i decided to get the size that fit the length exactly.
been thinking of changing phone recently.
should i change to w850i? or should i wait for new phone to be out?
maybe i should wait instead.
Labels: my shoes=))
shopping today
am feeling kind of guilty went i reached home.
was supposed to be celebrating my niece birthday at night.
but...
logically thinking, by the time i reached my aunty house(opposite my house), there won't be much food left. so i decided to continue shopping with ling. shopping seems more appealing at that particular time.
but i was wrong =.=
mommy told me that my aunty had packed food for me, my favourite food somemore. and there xiao long bao and cake.
how could i not feel guilty?
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saw joy at town, wanted to call her.
but was too far, furthermore there a glass that separate bread talk and the escalator.
we still meet and went shopping, and then she went off for movie.
sg-ean should help out sg-ean.
true enough, for charity. something that one will do willinging.
but for personal gain, don't you find its abit ridiculous?
and why must i be the one?
what's happened when i'm in financial crisis?
who will help me then?
just some thoughts.
Labels: am spending money like water running from the tap