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Saturday, December 02, 2006

worn out

i'm going to be drown in this level of stressness.

stress about bstats common test.
i know nuts about that subject.

stress about the microecons common test too.

stress about the advisor giving me stress.

stress about today receiving a letter from NP, saying that i have not been attending tutorial.
and in the letter it even state my MC.
i had MC.
send me letter for what.
wth, last sem i was absent for once and i didn't even received any letter.

stress about how to approach my cousin for help.
he is always there when i ask for help and he will help in whatever ways he can.
that's the more why i don't have to face and the courage to approach him anymore.
and i am truly and sincerely grateful to him for helping.

stress about lion dance.

even stress when i'm playing tennis.
scared i'm not good enough.
scared i'm not in the correct position.

stress about things.

stress on letting my parents down, when i don't live up to their expectation.

stress on even to drop tears of stressness or angerness.

i'm going to be drown soon, if these continues.

i have no more energy to cope with any unhappy things.
i'm scared of unexpected things to happen.
please, i'm so so so mentally tired.
please, don't make comparison between me and the others.
please, i'm not going to be the one to replace other people mess for what others didn't do.
my smile is being wipped away.

fable will devour, the tale i will keep by my side when i'm lost.
i am now lost, so lost, that i have decided to keep the tale.

my journey blogged @ 12:57 AM

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tze ting (淇婷)
18
3rd feb 1989
Ngee Ann Poly
(Banking and Financial Services)

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