great. CIP.
so many chapters to memorise plus micromedia dreamweaver.
brain cells using up almost=50%.

friday.
when tests are over.
when i can be stress-free.
the day i'm so looking forward to.

i mind too much about my grades.
that's my weakness.
so much so that during tests/exams period, i will somehow shut myself off the outside world.
and somehow not be myself when tests/exams are round the corner.

i hate this me.
i hate being so not me.
i hate all my modules.
i hate bstats.
i hate cip.
i hate mircoecons.
i hate ob.
i hate ocom even more.
i hate studying.
i hate feeling so stress up.
i hate doing projects.
i hate doing tutorials.
i hate what i don't like doing.

the only thing that i like was last sem modules minus bmgt.


BUT


i will be fine. really.
after friday.
i will be back to myself.
my smiles. my persistence. my brattyness. my spoilness. my wilfulness. my not being so anything-ness.


for now----------------> study!!! shoo.