was surfing the net for my project.
found out that perception has some link to psychology.
after all its the study of human relations/beheaviour/personality in organisation.



and...


i come across this sentence;
"It is your attitude toward life that determines life's attitude toward you."
meaningful.
though i don't really get the meaning.(maybe my brain is shutting down alr)
awhile later, i find that i can't find any relevant information.
so i switch to doing CIP.

CIP
description of the product that we are selling:
-about the product that we are selling.
and i find that i need to see what sort of accessories we are selling.
before having the idea of how to describe our product.

CATS
i need to find a plain ring, to do up our model of a ring mouse.
i mean really plain and of certain wideness, so that we can draw things on the ring.
anyone got any suggestion of where to buy that?
must be cheap and real cheap.
then don't want to spend so much on a project.
arghh!! really is the lamest and useless module i ever had.
still need the summition of the product that nobody had come up with.
like we were able to come up with a real ring mouse.


then i went to read somebody's blog.
my head was like spinning.
i have to really rack my brain to think what she is blogging about.
i only managed to catch part and parcel of it.

what she said seems to bring some meaning though.

but...
on second thought her situation seems kind of worse?
whatever is the case, it just so happen that i click upon her link, and realised that i'm very fortunate.
for there's someone out there who are experiencing something more worse.
and then i come to feel pity her and feel happy for myself.
hahaha.
i'm being so inhuman.
here i am feeling happy when i come to know that there's someone who is feeling not so very happy.
haha, cause i know i love myself more.
eh, me being happy is not build on someone else sadness okay.
just that i feel i'm so fortunate as compare to those who meet in a mishap and i should not demand so much.

*text are edited for her interest*

what she said was:
it wasn't the first time that i'm seeing this.
however, the feeling wasn't good.
all the things she get was what i used to get.
how good will that feel?
perhaps perhaps......

it's really hard.
when you once gotten hurt deeply.
you will tend to protect yourself.
and trying to change my thinking or to come out from that protection shield can't be done overnight right?
i need time.


of all her other december entries, this is the only entry that i understand.
i'm not stupid or what.
just that she goes in cricles before making her stand more defined.
aiya, its really difficult to understand what she is trying to express.

overall, i just feel so bless.