it's sucky to have a brother of mine.
he's really......
i got nothing to say, totally speechless.
maybe he's undergoing the rebellious stage or whatever u call it.

my big uncle is coming back from hong kong tomorrow.
he's staying at my house for a month or maybe only few weeks.
oh no...
my house going to be so pack with people.
hmmm...
wondering what goodies he's going to bring back.

having training later on.
think i'm wasting my time even if i go, just like tues.
say to practice for the performance at suntec, but i don't even know how to beat the sleeping lion or lion sleeping.
someone said he will teach me.
but never...
don't make a promise if you know you can't fulfill it, for i hate empty promises.
though i know promises are meant to be broken.

like he hit once for me to see then i'll know how the things went.
it's frustrating that i don't know anything.
i'm just a newbie a noob, not an advancer nor a pro.
can you try to downgrade yourself to the time when you just started playing lion dance?
maybe its just too long ago that you've already forgotten the feeling of a beginner?
maybe its just too much to ask for?
sometimes i wonder if there's something wrong with me.......


to join lion dance.