don't tell me that i need anger management.
cause......




i know i need it.
i need to control my anger.




what's with the f**k word?
i hate to see this word.
as i have said in the f7 blog.
i hate it so much so that i won't take this nonsense.


i take your scolding.
that's okay.
cause in the very first place, i'm in fault.
therefore, i take it.


but scolding me 'what the f*ck?!'
nah, i don't think so.
especially being scolded in front of so many people?!
double nah, the more i don't think so.
being humiliated in front of 6 people.
that's even more worst.





LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING
NOT EVEN MY PARENTS SCOLD ME 'WHAT THE F*CK'!!!
SEE CLEARLY
NOT EVEN MY PARENTS.
SO DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE IN THAT POSITION TO SCOLD ME THAT F*CK WORD?!

DO YOU?

IF YOU THINK SO....
THEN I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOUR PARENTS.
FOR THEY DID NOT INDULGE IN YOU THE RIGHT EDUCATION
FOR YOU ARE A TOTAL BARBARIC
TOTAL FAILURE.


YOU WANT TO F*CK.
GO TO GEYLANG.


i have a basic limit.
once you reached it.
that's the end of everything.





hao yi ju 'mei yi chi duo shi ze yang.'
(a fine good old sentence of 'everytime also like that.')

i can't be bothered with a reply.
nonetheless, even to shout back.

simply because i don't think you are worth my effort.
i rather you take me as a guy and fight it out with me.

AND


oh ya,
i'm just so like that.
that's me.



i turned and walked off, leaving all of you standing there.
still taking in the after effect of the shockness.
just like the previous time.




yea, you might think that i'm a coward.
avoiding that current situation.
to turned and walked off.
went home for a hide.
or whatever.




but the truth is............

i don't even care.
i don't even want to have a quarrel with you.
i don't even want to waste my enegry to open my mouth and put a strain on my vocal.
i don't even want to see your irritated face.
i can't be bothered.


it's been such a letdown joining NP lion dance.
more disappointing than ever, since it happened twice.




showed me all your blackened face for all i care.
i show you mine too.
you have a bad temper.
so do i.
you come in head strong with me.
so will i; being even more head strong than you are.